Breaking down the barrier

This morning when I was talking to God before I got out of bed, I was telling Him I need to trust Him completely.  All of a sudden I felt a barrier break down in my  heart.  Then I saw a river flowing freely in my mind and I thought "Someone is praying for me."  To be fully one with God means letting the river flow without a barrier of any kind.  I see no dam in sight.  The freedom to fully trust God in all things is very peaceful to me.  It is much like falling and knowing there is someone behind with very strong arms to catch the fall.  Only the fall is not an accidental fall, it is a purposeful fall into grace and strong arms of the Father.  A certainty of things known in the mind.  It is now in my heart.  I love you Father for your love and strength in my life.